Someone, please define great for me. I am really tempted to use that word to describe my weekend (plus today) but I think that with today's usage of the word...it may be too vague to convey my meaning.

On Saturday I didn't really do much, I just hung around home. I still had a good time, but I didn't get much homework done (Math is the only thing that I actually enjoy doing anymore...Chinese class never assigns anything). It was nice to relax.

Then came Sunday! Wooh~ It was my birthday (17th) and for once I didn't have plans for a BIG get-together (I still invited some people over). Some of my friends dropped by and gave me gifts, but I felt bad because I didn't have much planned for them other than pizza and cake. My friend brought his Wii, so that entertained some of them, while the rest of us (about 3) watched movies, etc., on my laptop.

I feel my progress in the girlfriend department may be getting better...maybe....but I am still unsure (in a positive way, there is some clarity, but nothing definite...Hard to explain). Her birthday is coming up and she invited me to her house (with other people, of course), so I'm excited for that.

And after such a weekend, I realized that I never did any studying for the tests I had today. Thankfully, I guess it didn't really matter. My Chinese test was a breeze--it was short and we had ten minutes before hand to study, lol--and I don't feel that I failed my Chem test as hard as I could of. For my History class, well, I think I kicked ass for once. Maybe I'll have a C for the quarter now... >_>

That above paragraph is probably really sad to hear. I am hoping for a C...But, I stopped caring about that a while ago. I think that after 11 years of excellence, I should be okay with this one year of shitiness, especially if I do well next year. I could always tell colleges that I was finally experiencing what it means to need to organize and study, and that I corrected my mistakes the following year after I could start fresh. I know I am just excusing myself, but whatever. Why worry about stupid things like that my whole life when there's only so many years to live?

Even though the school year will end for me in about 3-4 months, the real trauma ends 1/2 way through May. After the AP exams, all of my AP classes will lax up, and I will feel so free~Maybe then I'll work on other things?

Well, I have lots more I could bore people with, but then again I need to read for classes. If anyone reads this, thanks, lol!

Oh, by the way, would it be better to submit writing in chapters or just add to the original on DA? I don't know what the popular thing to do is.

EDIT: You know what? Fuck everything. Why do the assholes always win over the nicer guys? Why the hell am I such a god damned tool? Why the FUCK was I used? And why the fucking hell do I feel so SHITTY right now? Can't I ever do anything right? Can't I find a girl that I like that actually likes me back or doesn't fuck around with my head? Son. Of. A. BITCH.